FOCUS, FOCUS ...
What do I need to do to get ready? I am going to call my Dad tomorrow to make arrangements as to when I should expect him. Both of us are about tired of looking at one another ... could just be me, because I know I am acting ... Got a slight headache, and feel a little fatigued. I didn't go anywhere this afternoon, and I had to cancel for next week as well.
I know she has noticed me moving my stuff around, but she doesn't have a good idea of 'when' it is going to happen. It seems to be standard for her, from what I am to understand. Still trying to 'read and react' and I am closer to being ready to 'act' ...
Hope everything goes as I expected ... can't promise to talk to lil' Mook, because I am not driving the truck. I did ask her if she knew that I loved her ... she wasn't sure ... which is cool. But I told her that I did love her, and that she can ask or talk to me about whatever she would like ...
There is more than enough blame to go around. I can't tell what Mookie's problem is, because she herself doesn't know. And I don't get paid to help her figure it out. My main interest in maybe talking with her, is more akin to a 'relationship pathologist', to find out why she let this relationship die, and what outside factors (like, ME) contributed to her being this way.
I don't want to run into another girl with what ever it is she has.
3 comments:
wow, it could be soon from the you talk; maybe we'll be moving the same week, LOL (next week for us); do write lil Mook a note or something; I'm sure she knows you love her, but I'm sure she will still appreciate some words directed on her behalf from you (just my thought; but you know what is best)
betty
Yes, i agree with Betty, you should leave her a note or at least try to talk to her before you leave. It will help her out a lot. I understand about the dying part. I often wonder if the problems that I have had in relationships were mine or if they were ours. Seeing as how a couple involved abuse I don't think that those were my fault.
Tawnya
It would seem I'm with the concensus here...try to leave a note or something for little Mook. Simply because at any age kids tend to blame themselves for whatever goes wrong with a parent. She needs to know it was nothing she did, or really anyone did. Relationships either survive or fade by the wayside. (Hugs) Indigo
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