SAGE STEELE IS STILL HOT ..!
This is no mere infatuation. I am arrested by her every time she comes on the tele screen. She is SO out of rounds as far as a personal preference goes ... I sense her more than anything else.
If it was ten years ago, I would mention to someone doing whatever ESPN boxing show I was on, that I had a crush on her ... maybe it would get back to her like Mike Tyson's infatuation on Robin Givens ... er, on second thought, perhaps I would just have a crush on her from afar!
... DIDN'T SEE THE MOVIE ...
Do have the soundtrack ... on CASSETTE TAPE! But the title sounded appropriate for how I have been feeling this week. Who is there to cheer the relentlessly optimistic, when they have their moments?
The job situation was eating at me ... I was struggling to remind myself that things are STILL going well for me and that I should expect that to continue. The worst thing that could happen, occurs a little bit every day, so I am always on the ready for things to go off course. I was out riding in 48150, when I passed a woman out for her morning walk, who as she passed said to me, "That is what I like to see on a beautiful day like this, a smiling face!"
"Funny", I thought as I kept riding. " I didn't THINK I was smiling!"
But that is where my core temperature is set ... on content. And if you are content, then smile!
The job mess, fretting about things that were non-essential AND out of my control ... deep down, I knew all of that, so I wasn't worried about things where it counted ... in my heart. There was nothing to be worried about, so that is why I was 'smiling' when that lady saw me. I was chill.
... but was brought out of the 'timelessness' of reflection by my current worries. As of this writing, I will get a second chance ( yay me !!) and I will have to photo copy my schedule and NO MORE BREAKS. In a way, it is sorta cool, because if I am view with skepticism, then no one will be trying to be 'buddies' with me. I just want to come in when I amsupposed to, leave when I am done. This time I am going to refine my focus, and be precise with getting to where I want to be.
The reflection on the four, five women (yes Daphine, you can include Nebraksa in this as well) in my most recent relationship lives is a relaxing thing, and I want to sift through the good and the not as good so I can do better next time. I will still go thru them to get to where I think I am ...
... unless Sage Steele calls me!