... I feel so out of sorts musically ...
... there are moments when I remember why this was a 'show' position in my life ...
... Women and their attitudes ... thought last night was a 'lucky me' night ... may have been ... but I won't 'rassle' for it ... that has NEVER been my style ... for the most part, no has meant no, so when participation is less than joint, I will leave it alone ...
... so that has me on edge a bit ... I dislike the tease ... not because I want to get at it so much but because I will get into my 'camel mode' and I know that would increase frustration on the other end ... but we may see what happens this time ...
... then making dinner ... I admit to trying different ingredients from time to time ... but I consider my 'experimentation' quite tame ... after all, I am working with standard main courses and the 'added ingredients' are just as basic ... so the notion that I am trying to 'kill' someone with my different combinations is so out of the realm of reality that it borders on ignorance ...
... which is part and parcel of why I am uncomfortable at times ... but this is something I brought upon myself ... I should have executed my life with more diligence ... well, dinner bell ... get back at this tomorrow ... more to say about what is on my mind ..!
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