today feels like a Thursday evening in Omaha working at Pinnacle Fitness downtown... off the evening before the "official" start of the weekend but the start of my weekend work schedule...
Playing PS2 NCAA 2006 endlessly and my mind floating off into the ether... going hither and yon, envisioning environments heretofor unconsidered except for that precise moment, disposable thoughts who's meaning lasts only for the brief instant that it flashed in my head...
Maybe this is what passes for " psychadelia" in my universe because these moments are not a result of my brain trauma... I have had the vision ever since I could have remembered them ... I have often thought that this is how it feels to have your mood altered by a drug except I am getting faded on Crunch Berries and Coke (don't ask). Because I have had this "state of being" occur randomly many times in my life, from when I was a young boy through the present moment, I have never thought to make note of the feeling until now...
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