IN THE WORLD OF MEN THERE EXISTS
GODS AND MONSTERS
Is man merely a mistake of God's? Or God merely a mistake of man's? -Friedrich NietzscheBefore I get all buttery, let me advise my more theologically-inspired readers that I mean absolutely NO offense by this entry and I will understand if you decide that you have had enough of me. I don’t presume to have any knowledge or expertise other than my own instincts and place in the bio-sphere. My agnosticism does not inspire me to deliberately tempt sacrilege as I write what the stories of Jared Lee Loughner and Kermit Godsell move me to put down to record. With that, let the ramblings commence.
Or should I have said continue. At least they began almost immediately in the media, after the first reports of the shootings in Tucson were being made, with many claiming their special turf to set their soapbox. What annoyed me was the rush to paint Loughner as an example ANYTHING, be it all that is wrong with our political culture and gun/militaristic obsessions, because they all missed the larger and to me more obvious point – Jared Loughner is literally insane. His irrationality was not documented and going by what those around him had to say, his descent was fairly quick. I can understand why in his case you had the people who were not aware of the exact depth of his insanity. Who knows how long it was brewing in him, his particular madness and when did he reach his tipping point? No one knew of his obsession with Congresswoman Gifford and as far as his demons, they were only hinted at (and I use that term loosely because his behavior strange enough to have earned him an expulsion from a COMMUNITY college) as far as his parents and their involvement… recently I had a conversation about that with Nixxie… and I thought as I tend to do when someone’s child explodes, how society has encroached on the juvenile world. I don’t know if it is a situation where kids are growing up faster or life is forcing cubs to hunt for their own. And in the wild, at least on ‘Big Cat Diary’, juvenile left in the wild on their own, are in situations that almost never work out well. But I don’t know how much Jared’s madness was a result of his experience or because he was defective, you feel me?
Now when you talk about media and society making it possible for evil to fester and infect the world, this story about the abortion mill in Philadelphia is the one for you. Yes it was an institutional fail, but the ‘institution’ that truly failed was society. I won’t place this solely on the government agencies that failed their due diligence. But even with Roe v. Wade bringing abortion out of the darkness, the stigma and the lack of a real reproductive health education or health care, permitted a man who was not even certified in obstetrics or gynecology, allowed this cat do maim and kill women and babies.
You will have to click on Dr. Godsell's link for details. I can’t bear the thought of describing the horrors this man visited upon women. But I thought in a flash of the kind of things that Nazi doctors did to the imprisoned in concentration camps as I read about or some of the things that American doctors did on black (as I don’t think the Tuskegee Experiment was even the LEAST of the ‘surveys’ that were done on Blacks in America…) people, you see where evil is an exceeding human trait.
…AND ALL THE DEMONS OF HELL WERE LOOSED…
A nun who was working in Rwanda at the time of the barbarism that took place there made a comment to the effect that ‘Hell was empty as all the demons were running loose’, during the ethnic and tribal cleansing that took place there in the late 80’s. I remember that and I recall being in a conversation with a person doing their best Edward G. Robinson and taunting another person with ‘Where’s your God NOW, Moses’. That was when I came to the conclusion that with so much unmistakable sin going on here in this dimension, then there could only be one other place for anyone to go, IF there is somewhere to go.
My logic follows that despite my epistemological weaknesses, that there IS something beyond this life. We may die but the energy that we are made up doesn’t stop existing because we are not conscious. Logically, it is as likely that our atoms come back together as something, possible enough of them get together to where a human being feels as if they had experienced this existence before, I don’t know. Should there be somewhere for us to go, there could only be ONE place for our souls, ALL of them to come to together.
In my mind, that place has always been Heaven. There is enough of Hell available for anyone to experience if they wanted, a lot of it less metaphorically than anyone should ever have to experience. What is also worth noting is that all of these constructs were created by the mind of men, and anything that another man claims can be questioned.
As I end this mishmash I would leave you with this—both emprical evidence and faith end and begins at the same place for me. And neither one picks up where either of them ends. Hell is a place on Earth and heaven is a playground.