... I'M FEELING PARTICULARLY SICK AND ILL TODAY
Of course there have been changes since last I roamed about these parts. We are going to reserve comment on them until I begin to settle into what is going down. Make no doubt about it... this is a temporary situation.
My goodbye with the SFC was emotional. I didn't cry much (no, for real... she'd asked that I didn't) and the conversation was light. There was absolutely no animosity at all present. Helping to keep us from crying was the hassle at the ticket counter!
I don't know how I am feeling. Clinically, it may have been best for us to go our seperate ways. Sounds hollow as it looks on my monitor. No matter how many times I say it, it does make my heart feel any better.
Looking into her eyes as I walked down the gangway... *sigh*
The flight was pretty normal. My luggage was lost! First time for things, I guess.
Decompressing as best as I can. Got to get with the program beginning on Monday.
Love & Rockets!
Mark
3 comments:
My heart sighs for you friend. I wish it could have been otherwise. To lose you luggage to boot, that just sucks.
I'm sorry to hear you're going through some tough times. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
sorry about your luggage being lost, Mark; never fun when that happens.
I'm sure it will take time to re-adapt to old surroundings and I'm sure you will be a "bundle of emotions" over the next few days/weeks
when son's girlfriend moved back to her mom's, as much as I knew it was the best thing for all involved, I cried the first day after she left (although we did not cry when she said goodbye and left, we kept it upbeat). I think sometimes the emotions of the moment added up with the emotions and stresses of the time beforehand, when decisions were being made and realizations realized, those emotions have to go some place and sometimes they come out as tears, sometimes they come out as empty hollowness, sometimes with not feeling well, but they have to come out and be dealt with. Knowing you, you will deal with them. Knowing you, you will take the time to decompress and then you will start making your plans....
keeping you in my prayers
betty
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