... the Talking Heads
I actually wanted to be angry, mad even. Not at any particular thing or for a reason other than to get it out of my system. Looking on the bright side of things does have its pitfalls, and one of them is possible denial.
If I have said it once, I have said it a hundred times. I am no longer happy in my current relationship. But I won't detail the issues, because if they have to come out, that means I need to take action. Now is not the time for action. There are things that I have to do, and I better get them done.
Yes, I am still bothered by the cat fighting on the television the other day. Went on a nice run this morning, then rode out to the library ... still have that 'feeling'. Can't describe it, but I know it doesn't make me feel good. Do I wish I was still boxing ..?
That I am dealing with my issues alone when ... aw, forget it ... no crying in baseball ..!
Nebraska is a New Year's baby! Now isn't that special! I hope she really gets out and does the darn thing! Me, not so much. I don't get celebratory over myself, which is part of why there is no scrapbook, no pictures. Good thing Sir Edmund climbed Everest, had I done it, no one would have known!